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Hih the last evening/ night I have spent dancing, drinking and laughing. Thanks ÅIFK it was fun and hopefully we can do it again soon! I slept also at Nannes place with Ada, Sara, Sofa and Fasu. Damn it was fun! We sat to like 5 AM and just laughed to the most wierd things. Ooooh I know whos facebook profile is going to bee full with comments after this day :D now some pics -------------->

Lyrics from my heart to you

I was drowning, I was slowly slipping away
There were times I didn`t believe in life
There were times I didn`t feel a thing
Now I know that you are here
Now I want you to stay with me
I was gone but now Im back
In this world you call a strange place
Forever here, forever here forever, here

I was crying , I was done with this all
There were things I didn`t see
There were things I didn`t want to hear
But now it`s my time to tell my story
It`s the best thing that I have
Now I know that I can live
Now I know she wants to be near
I was dying but know alive again
In this thing we call love, you and me
Forever alive, forever here forever alive here

You saved me
You made me feel
You are here
And now I can believe again

Joka päivä ja joka ikinen yö sinua ajattelen

Today we had halloween in school....most of the people dressed up and those who did got free candy...LOL. It was great to see what everybody was dressed up to...hiihhii. Ooooh the most sceary was my girlfriend....couldn`t even look at her first :D After 2 pm we chilled with some people in school...it was really fun to see Lisa from pargas again....hih <3 hoppas vi sees snart ijen ! Then at like 4 pm me and cämps when for a zumba lesson. It was fun, but really hard to keep up with the others....I mean me and cämps looked probably like chickens...hahahha
Now im sitting home doing some homework with the TV on...soon off to the shower...aaaaaaah

Hihiiihhhiii the cutest ever <3

Questions part 2

Have you ever colour your hear?
No I have not....I want to do it, but it`s hard to then answere this question :D
How tall are you?
Ooooh....like 165 cm...I think :)
Have you ever had sex with somebody?
mmm...sorry thats my answere...tooo private :D
Why do you smoke and how often?
Why? ooh...because of personal stuff, but I really could quit...but not yet :) Well....everyday!!

How often do you go out partying with your friends?
It depends if there is a party on or not, but the following 3 weeks i`ll go to one party every weekend :)
Where do you buy all your fashionable clothes from and wich are your favourite stores?
Oooh first off all...thanks :) from my town..sometimes also online :) but here in Turku haven`t got so many stores so i`ll probably stick to HM, Zara and GinaTricot (?) :) would love if stores like BikBok or monki could open a store here....hih

Could you tell about your and ur mums relationship, tell the story? 
Im sorry it is to personal :/
How old were you when you started to smoke? ...And drink?
Hmm....really don`t know...like on the 8th grade or something like that...Drink? hmm do you mean drinking a lot or just tastying...? :) heh
Have you ever been caught by the police? Why?
No I have not!
Can you buy smokes without an ID? or how do you buy them? 
 Hih no....I look really young so it is really hard....but I get my smokes from like a person who is eighteen and have a car and I love her :D
How did you're parents react whent you told them that you are bi? 
My dads side of the family took it well....my mums side....hmmm lets say that they weren`t happy....they still haven`t got used to it!

And how did you and you're girlfriend "find" each other, how did you know that she's into girl? 
Hihhiii we met the first time at our schools party. OOh the only thing I remember is that she was so nice and kind and one of the coolest I`ve met (and something else that I told her ;) ) Yeah after that it was pretty much...fasten your seatbelt and enjoy the ride :DDD she told me, but when you look at her it kind of shows (in a REALLY good way !!) <3

ps. part 3 coming soon <3

My heart is freaking out when I held ya

 
This is what I wore on saturday in Hesa.....hih yeah but NOW the questions !!

Last week

So last week was really fun! On wednesday we visited pargas as I already told you. On thursday the girls came to our place for a movie evening. Cämi, Heidi, Ida, Cassu and Sofa came, but from the start there were more people coming. Yeah, it was a strange evening in a long time, but fun though.....or not....camppu stayed to friday and after we woke up she left and I started to make stuff ready to leave to Ida. I speant the evening with Cämi, Ida, Beda and Johanna at Ida´s place. I had a great time, with all the food...hehehe and the great movies. Love you girls <3 on Sturday it was Hesa! Left like 12 o´clock from Turku and started driving to Henkku and Aki. Then about after like an hour driving our tire broke....haahhaa....I thought it was holarious, so we came late to the "ristiäiset". The beautiful baby boy got the name Anton and that was pretty much my weekend....ooooh already waiting for the next "school brake" <3

 

Sometimes I miss you so much that I can´t take it

Couldn´t think about anything better to blog about then what my heart at the moment says. Tomorrow 7 weeks with the best <3 Ever thine, ever mine, ever ours <3 sometimes great things in life comes when you least expect them, you are my great thing, you got me up again <3 hih skoles nähää kultsi !

Feel it, breath it, fuck it

I feel so bad

You can blame all on me

So as I in the last post said....me, cämps, heidi, cassu and hedda visited schools in pargas (cassu and hedda are from pargas, so the know like everybody there....good for them...akward for me, cämps and heidi :D). It was really fun!!! First we went to PSG and then for a small "trip" to axxell. Then to....surprise....the best place in the world....HESE! Met up with some great people like Lisa and Hanna ! The day was great!!! but in parts really sad....soon to pargas again <3

My two halfs <3

WE`RE IN PARGAS BITCH

Off to pargas with people <3 See you later in the evening !

Hahhhahahhaahhahahhahhahhahhaaaa

Ich liebe dich

Soon leaving to our football game....the last game off our serie...got to say that Im rather happy....I mean our football playing haven`t gone so great...exept that we`v played very well against The team who has the most off points, PIF and TPS...but that was pretty much it...I mean yeah we play good football, but sometimes good is not enough! No other special plans for today......feeling pretty boored....yeah but hope you have a nice weekend !

Friends for a lifetime

Questions part 1

when did you start dress so fashionable?
Ooooh....maybee like two to three years ago :) but nearly everything is fashion so....

Two pics from hte time it my style started to chnge a lot :D

when did u get interested about fashion?
Arround the same time...I mean yeah when I was small (like 4-6 grade) I used to read the HM catalog...heh really don`t think it counts :)
how do u often have ur hair?
I have it really often loose....like flowy and stuff....natural!

what did ur parents say about u being bi? (i think it's totally okey!!)
hmmm...I don`t think they have much to say, because it is my choice.....my dad is fine with it...my mum is not....
do you smoke and how often? and what u smoke?
yeah I smoke daily....it depends...but most off the time it`s red!
What would you do if your girlfriend left you for a boy?
It`s not possible....I trust her <3
How old are your baby sister and baby brother?
They both are two years old....Amos <3 is my dads and my stepmums and Amanda <3 is my mums and my "stepdads" :)

Your school? Are you allowed to smoke there?
I go to Katedralskolan (swedish school) in Turku city :D and yeah we are allowed to smoke outside the gate to the yard :D
What makeups do you use?
Hmm it depends if it is winter, fall/autumn or summer. I can take a pic later what I now use so you get to see.....but it`s pretty much foundation, eyeliner and mascara :)
How long have you and Heidi been together?
Me and Heidi have been together for like about 5 weeks now. Hih love you <3

Are your parents devorced?
Yeah my parents have been devorced for a long time....probably like 10 years....so I`ve got used to it :)
How much money do you use to clothes in a month?
Oooh....hmmm really hard question....and I really don`t know...it really depends if I have the money, how much I have and that I want! But when I have money I use them in clothes...so sometimes it`s like a lot and sometimes a small amount off cash :)
Blogs that you read?
I read many blogs....too many ! Some favorites are Angelica Blick  (!!! <3) My Blomquist, Victoria Törnegren, ImFancy, Oraclefox, donotcockblock and much more !!! I also read a lot off my friends blogs...for example my girlfriends blog lifeasiknowit-bratz and hmmm....cassus blog duracell <3

What do you wanna do for work? Where will you go after school?
Ooooh I have this dream to become a designer....ifrst I thought like a clothedesigner, but now I think it would be just as fun to design (obs! also) furnitures and stuff like that :) I have also wanted to work as a layer...but the designing is REALLY my dream :) After Kattan I want to move to Stockholm and study at Stocholms design institut :

Sixteen and life is sweet....eiku häh?

So yesterday was Idas birthday....jeeeeej she turned sixteen...finally! Congratz and I love you....hope you liked the present! Yesterday was a pretty basic day at school....not so interesting, but after the school day was at its end me, Camppu, Cassu and Freddu left to town for some buisness....bought Idas present and stuff....after that we borrowed some money...heh from Heidi and went and bought munkkin...jummy! Then we chilled in town until me, Camppu and Ida went bowling as a birthday thingy.....it was funfunfun! I mean I think we could do it more often and take more people with us! But yeah that was pretty much it....I think it`s going to bee a bit silent here in the blog for a wile....but ill post the questions...I promise!

GRATTTTIIIIIIIIS GULLE <3 ÄLSKAAA DJ