2000 and fucking 12

daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaamn <3

I think this would be my new years outfit.....I`m going to die in coldness!

So so so sorry for bad blogging

Yeah I have had so much to do and so on, that the blog just kind of hmmm died... but yeah I just wanted to say happy new year to everybody and I `ll tell you more about my december later on tuesday <3 so see you then ;)

You are everything I ever wanted

jag älskar dig gulle <3 du är allt vad jag alltid villat ha, som jag alltid behövt. Allt i dig är som en dröm, hihhiii min egen perfekta dröm <3 sanningen e att jag är beroende....av dig, bara dig, ingen annan....fast vi nu pratar i telefonen och har varit tillsammans igen en hel dag, har jag så lessamt efter dig och önskar att du sku nu ligga här brevi mig i mina marimekko lakan o viska i mitt öra. Det här är inte en dröm, det här är mitt och ditt liv, tillsammans, för evigt. Pusspuss gulle o hoppas dina högra sida sover gött ;D

Pikkujoulu with babybro

Hiihhiii so today I woke up and spent a little time with my family. We baked gingerbreads and ate riisipuuro <3 Now some test reading.........

Karlavagnen

Jag älskar dig, för alltid, för evight ! jag också längtar efter oss två tillsammans, plus oss tre! Den längtan jag har e så stor att det tar ont, d tar ont att se dig skratta för jag e den som vill skratta me dig, tillsammans så som bästavänner gör. Du e alltid här för mig o jag e här fö dig, hoppas du vet de! Dom åren ja varit med dig har varit dom bästa i mitt liv o du kommer alltid vara min cämps <3 jag älskar dig så mycket o jag ber om ursäkt fö allt som nu har farit så här. Mina dagar utan dig e som en himmel utan sol, som ett segel utan vind, som att ro utan åror, som att le men inte mena det! Mina dagar utan dig är som helvete, fylld med tårar och så mörka att ja känner mig färggrann. Min cämi, ja älskar dig o släpp aldrig taget, för då slinter också min hand <3

When you hear your bestfriend laugh, it`s like your heart could stop because the feeling makes you so peaceful that you could sleep away

Some new stuff from the past weeks: leather jeans/ Zara cardigan and t-shirt/GT hairthingy/ Glitter and bag/carlings

Vem har flätat kronan av strå omkring din panna.....

And yeah btw....I told you in one of my last posts about this lucia stuff that I`v been spending my time with...hihhhiiii so it turned out that I`m the Lucia of Turku 2011. Hiihii looking really forward to the experience and all the lovely songs.......hihii 13 of december here we come <3

All I want for x-mas is.....

So made this small x-mas collage.....as like my "giftlist"...1. New skiing jacket 2. Ooooh the best parfume in the world! Victor&Rolf flowerbomb hihiiii 3. this shirt I`v found in HM 4. a "onepiece" but it`s from stadium and like 100 euro cheaper! 5. THE shoes <3 6. the clutch!! but I think I`m going to buy it before christmas 7. hiihhii and the rest of the stuff is like...hmm something I`m probably going to buy before christmas also...hihiiii <3 except the giftcard to carlings :))))))

You are the berry in my straw

Champagne Showers

Iiiiiih so as I told you in the week there was this PSG party on the weekend....and damn it was fun <3 Dancing and drinking and just having fun!! Hope that they are planing a new party soon hiiihhiiii!! So after that me and Heidi went to Lisas place with her boyfriend Jan <3 They are two of the nicest persons I`ave met..... and so wonderful both <3 hope I see you soon again and thanks for everything <3 so the next morning we went to hese and after that right back to Turku again.....and then like round 6 pm to Heidis place...hiihhhiiii watched her baby videos....man they were cute and realized that her sister looked just like me when she was like about two years old <3 have two words: GREAT WEEKEND <3

The pics are from this girls blog: Hedda <3

You and I are something totally different, I`m better near you, I need you

Sometimes the days are hard, scary and exhausting....Sometimes the days are too hard and too scary and so exhausting that you want to fall down and stay there...but then you have something so wonderful that you forget about crushing and feeling like nothing....nothing at all...I have you...you...my treasure...the only one that owns my heart....What are even the dark days anymore? Nothing....just small moments that passes by in a little while....because I have nothing to worry about when you are here....in my arms..in my heart...I feel complete..finally....you changed my whole life, don`t know what you`re doing to me with your love, I`m feeling all superhuman, nothing can stop me here with you...I only know that I am better where you are,
I only know that I belong where you are...I love you...always...

Need you and I miss you....taku

You shot the bullet, you shot the bullet that killed me, not feeling my heart beat anymore

Some plans...hiihhhiii tomorrow I`m going to Heidis place and from there to PSG FUCKING FEST!!! jeeejjjeee it is going to be so much fun <3 After the party to my friend Lisas place, thank you so much and see you soon <3 and then on saturday my love is coming for the night to our place!! So a fun weekend, I hope <3 Going to show you later what I`ve bought the last weeks...hihhiii yeah sorry for bad blogging....and yeah next week is a new test week again so will probably study and not blog....but we`ll see <3

Sleep tight and don`t let the bedbugs bite

Oooooh don`t you miss summer already!!! I mean yeah the Christmas is coming and you get to dress up in sweaters and so on, but the summer is the years magic time, when you can sit outside at 3 am and see the sun go up and enjoy the warm weather at night time.....I mean I miss the ocean, sailing and stuff like that <3

My sexy bitch hiiihhhhiiii :D antaa palaa

Some things are hard in life, but the good things always conquer. Why is it like that? The answer is Love !

So hih today was....hmmm is it fathersday in english? Don`t know.....heh anyway it was pretty chill day and made some breakfast for my dad and stuff like that. Yesterday we had relatives here for my brothers birthday and then after that Heidi came for a visite and made my day....hihhhiii....ones again <3 did her nails....hah a bit blood involved, but what ever!! Then today at like 6 PM I left to town and met up with Sofa. Hahaaa the funnies thing happened....shes now like planed her life for the next year <3 hahhaa damn it was fun! and yeah grattis ti min fotistähti o puss på dj <3

When I get the money, bitch

Fuck everything, I love this

Oooooh this is mt friends fault that I`m listening to this song over and over again....it makes me crazy how good it is....mean I want to dance and go crazy <3

Questions part 3

How did your friends react when you told them you were bi?
Great I mean couldn`t live without you guys <3 You were the most supportive a human can bee and now.....we all are a "gang"....hihiii <3

Could you do more outfit posts?
Oh yeah I can try to do a few in a week :)
How would you describe your style?
Sometimes wierd, sometimes girly, a bit like rock or something, my favorite color is black and I love basic black jeans....hmmm what more...my style can SOMETIMES also be pretty basic (I mean like basic jeans and a t-shirt, but it depends what Im feeling for that day)
Have you always lived in your home town?
Yeah....Turku is the real shit :D

What does fashion mean to you?
Ooooh well....it`s my dream! I mean when I look at other persons it is not that important, but I like the dress up in my own style...I mean now a days everything is like fashion in a way :) you create your own style! But yeah I like to design clothes, so in that way it means so so so much to me <3
What size are you in clothes?
The European size is 34 and often XS, but it depends how the clothes fit....and I like loose shirts :)
Top 5 things you done drunk that you regret?
I think this question is a bit...hmm.. to personal again but yeah ill try to tell you in a non personal way :)
1. The thing I did the 7.10...my friends know it...and I would take it back any second...but I can`t....I hurt the people I love the most <3
2. All the times I`ve trough up
3. When I start calling people...it`s really disturbing
4. hmmm....yeah thingsthings
5. when I got caught by my parents.....

The most embersing thing you done?
Ooooh there are so many.....hmm probably when I broke Heidis ruler :D
Name five positive and negative things in your best friends?
hihhhiiii....shes the cutest, kindest, one of the persons I love the most, so so amayzing and supportive friend and I love her so so much, couldn`t live without you TWO <3 damn you GIRLS Cämi and Ida <3
Hahaa naive to say, but they don`t have any bad sides.....<3 hih love always wins <3

A little birdy told me that you have a friend called sofa, I hear she's amazing but what do you think of her? TELL ME EVERYTHING !
ahhahaahhaha......<3 oooh she is so cute and I`m so glad that I`ve FINALLY got to know her this well.....I love you and so dear to me <3 never thought that we would get this close in this short time, but when it`s meant to be it`s meant to be <3 hihhiii and damn you should see her new hair....it fucking red, sexy and gorgeous <3 grauuu ;)

I was gone, now I`m back

Sososososo sorry for bad update.....hmmm yeah have had so much to do witch school, friends, girlfriend,family and so on, but as it is written....I`m back ! So the last two week have been hmmm....really rough but in parts the best! Last week for example on hmm....I went to the movies with Heidi (One Day....hiiihhiii...it was a bit awful :( ), did school stuff, and some lucia stuff, hmmm went to our schools costume party, cleaned the local with EKS people after that, stayed at Heidis place the whole weekend <3 , went trough a lot of drama, laughed and cried, got ill, went to zumba with cämi <3, met my mum....., had two months with Heidi <3 (hiihhhiii I`ve bought her a thing witch you`ll se later <3 ) what more? my brother turned 15 <3

Damn the party was weird....first of all we needed to have these kind of masks...that was ok, but people just took of them after a wile....and then...I mean half of the people were persons you didn´t know....and then like 11 pm some of the boys started just punch people....It was awful....my girlfriend got punched in the face.....fuuuck....I mean I was so worried! But except that part of the evening everything was really fun!!! Hihhiiii and then the next day.....cleaning.....Am I the only one who thought it was fun?? hahhaaa

Grattiiiiiiiis gulle

Hihhhiiii today is my deardear friends birthday and I hope you have a great day and on Saturday your in for a surprise <3 ;) hiiihhhiii bakom skolan vi puffaa <3 älskaa dj <3 time for some rabbit buisness ;)

up we go strong

niin katoavaa on voimat ihmisen

PartyParty

Hih the last evening/ night I have spent dancing, drinking and laughing. Thanks ÅIFK it was fun and hopefully we can do it again soon! I slept also at Nannes place with Ada, Sara, Sofa and Fasu. Damn it was fun! We sat to like 5 AM and just laughed to the most wierd things. Ooooh I know whos facebook profile is going to bee full with comments after this day :D now some pics -------------->

Lyrics from my heart to you

I was drowning, I was slowly slipping away
There were times I didn`t believe in life
There were times I didn`t feel a thing
Now I know that you are here
Now I want you to stay with me
I was gone but now Im back
In this world you call a strange place
Forever here, forever here forever, here

I was crying , I was done with this all
There were things I didn`t see
There were things I didn`t want to hear
But now it`s my time to tell my story
It`s the best thing that I have
Now I know that I can live
Now I know she wants to be near
I was dying but know alive again
In this thing we call love, you and me
Forever alive, forever here forever alive here

You saved me
You made me feel
You are here
And now I can believe again

Joka päivä ja joka ikinen yö sinua ajattelen

Today we had halloween in school....most of the people dressed up and those who did got free candy...LOL. It was great to see what everybody was dressed up to...hiihhii. Ooooh the most sceary was my girlfriend....couldn`t even look at her first :D After 2 pm we chilled with some people in school...it was really fun to see Lisa from pargas again....hih <3 hoppas vi sees snart ijen ! Then at like 4 pm me and cämps when for a zumba lesson. It was fun, but really hard to keep up with the others....I mean me and cämps looked probably like chickens...hahahha
Now im sitting home doing some homework with the TV on...soon off to the shower...aaaaaaah

Hihiiihhhiii the cutest ever <3