Am I crazy?

Do you sometimes get this horrible feeling when you think about something? This unsafe feeling. You start sweating and you get hard to breath and finally after all this you start crying. Fuck. Every time I start talking with somebody about other life, not on our planet but in some other galaxy or something like that. Like hmmm...aliens...? I mean think about it? If there where other "people" some where else in the universe? How would they look like? Would they have the same society system as we? Would they eat meals or each other? Would they have a TV and same channels as we? I hate this! and why am I even writing this kind of shit..? hahahahahha

me and cämmen the last week int school <3